Not my will but thine

So... it's been an interesting few weeks. It's funny how when you desire something so bad and lose care for something else the exact opposite happens. That might not make much sense to you, but it's like this. Say you desired an apple before and then slowly that desire just faded away and now you desired a banana. Now you worked really hard to recieve that banana, you put your all into it and it's a good thing, it's definitely not wrong Anyways you find out that the banana is not the thing you're really supposed to have. Actually that you really shouldn't even buy the banana let alone eat it. And an APPLE falls into your lap! But an apple that hard to eat.... it's really confusing this story huh??? Well basically what I'm trying to say is follow the will of the Lord. It is so important that even if you don't understand why and you don't agree with Heavenly Father's suggestion for your life ( because you know, you still have your agency) you should still follow it. Anyways it's just important. Just think, what if Joseph Smith didn't follow the suggestions Heavenly Father had for his life, we wouldn't have this great gospel!!! So I don't think I'm suppose to bring to pass something great because I'm listening to the promptings I'm being given, but hopefully I understand why he said no later. I love the gospel and I don't know if I should be posting this online, but maybe, just maybe somebody needs to hear this too...

I'm out.